Going full retard

Oh lordy I dun goofed. So me and Ching Chong we're sitting down to dinner. I'd actually made it this time, I was quite proud of myself. Sure it was just spaghetti but still. So we were eating and making some light conversation. She was asking how I liked my Christmas present and I was telling her how I've been using it to read books I've legally purchased, how I respect intellectual property, and how I wrote to my congressman to support SOPA and the Protect IP Act. Anyway yeah books. Been reading a lot of alternative history stuff. Jake Featherston is a pretty cool guy, he's here to tell you the truth and doesn't afraid of Negros or anything. She seemed pretty interested in the idea of differing time lines and such. Then suddenly the higher functioning part of my brain shut down. I wondered aloud what it would be like if we never meet. HFW

Once she had finished chewing her food she just looked at me and said "no".

I sort of pissed her off.

She really didn't like the idea of there even being the possibility that me might not have ended up together. Mind you she didn't explain this to me verbally but rather by angry movements with her arms while she tried to find words to express her rage. So thinking quickly I said I wanted to have sex with her. Okay I was a bit more sly about it than that. I said she should punish her property.

I was able to tame the rage inside her. She's sleeping right now but I don't know how she's going to be when she wakes up tomorrow. Don't know whether she'll be calmer or whether the anger will return with a vengeance. I'm a little scared I'm going to end up like Nate.